My heart

Loving someone ,

is a blessing to someones heart ,

but having you

is a blessing not in my heart

but in my whole life ,

Every second spark,

every minute past,

every hour count ,

and everyday is a blessing ,

sometimes i found myself smiling

its because your always on my mind ,

everyday is a moving day

but everyday i failed ,

a passionate touch of yours

melted the solidness of my heart ,

and a simple glimpse of your smile

can move a mountain high ,

you change my life everyday ,

sometimes a day is a mess

when i cant see your shadows behind me ,

every end of the day and knowing that you are there

changing a mess day into a beautiful mess ,

When were apart

it feels like a whole year pass,

and missing you more ,

when a glimpse of your smile

strike to my memories

it makes my heart cries ,

When i found you,

i know you are my destiny

i can feel it

my heart pumps hard and

lead to my adrenaline runs fast

knowing that my destiny

is standing in front of me ,

that moment my heart melted

because of the spark and the heat

that you bring to my heart ,

and you never failed me

you touch my heart so deeply,

and i know that my life now, is connected to my heart ,

if you will go ,

i will stop the beating of my heart ,

because you are the one who beats my heart,

Goodbye , farewell

this two words is undefined to my mind ,

i don't like this two words

it makes me sick

because i know

you will never leave me,

We promise that we will never leave each others arms,

but i failed

you left me ,

you said you're coming back

but you lied ,

even a half of shadows you

never come back

and i made a promise to myself

that you are the beating of my heart ,

and now i am like a doll ,

i cant talk , i cant smile ,

and its hard for me to breath everyday

because every breath i take

reminds me of the happiness that you bring to my life ,

Yes , im alive ,

but deep inside im dead,

and only you can

revive the unexplainable emptiness that i feel right now,

a simple touch of your's can heal my broken strings,

then you pinch me

and i realize its a dream ,

you never leave and you will never leave . . . .